| Arena (known to self and others) idealistic, intelligent, kind, sentimental, sympathetic | Blind Spot (known only to others) accepting, caring, cheerful, clever, complex, dependable, friendly, giving, happy, helpful, loving, mature, modest, nervous, patient, quiet, reflective, religious, responsive, searching, self-conscious, sensible, shy, silly, tense, trustworthy, warm | Façade (known only to self) | Unknown (known to nobody) able, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, confident, dignified, energetic, extroverted, independent, ingenious, introverted, knowledgeable, logical, observant, organised, powerful, proud, relaxed, self-assertive, spontaneous, wise, witty | All Percentagesable (0%) accepting (8%) adaptable (0%) bold (0%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (33%) cheerful (33%) clever (25%) complex (16%) confident (0%) dependable (8%) dignified (0%) energetic (0%) extroverted (0%) friendly (41%) giving (8%) happy (16%) helpful (16%) idealistic (16%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (41%) introverted (0%) kind (16%) knowledgeable (0%) logical (0%) loving (25%) mature (8%) modest (8%) nervous (8%) observant (0%) organised (0%) patient (8%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (8%) reflective (8%) relaxed (0%) religious (16%) responsive (8%) searching (8%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (25%) sensible (16%) sentimental (33%) shy (25%) silly (16%) spontaneous (0%) sympathetic (16%) tense (8%) trustworthy (25%) warm (8%) wise (0%) witty (0%) | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Time: | 04:33 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/bouncy.gif) excited |
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| I'm going to see Limblifter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I may stay for Auf De Maur. I dunno...the songs I heard
were quite plain. This is like the fifth time I've gone to see the
opening band. I wish Grapes Of Wrath would start touring again.
They're for sure my new favourite band.
"I can't tell you how I feel...my heart is like a wheel...let me roll
it to you..." | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Oh Guitare - Enrico Macias | | Time: | 04:41 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/good.gif) good |
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| So, I got 25/28 on my stats test...that's an 89. My tutor thought I was gonna fail. This was his reply when I told him my results:
You lucky, lazy, (ditzy, blonde),procratining son of a ****! Good for you... Does this meean you're going to put in even less effort for the next one?... I'm almost willing to bet that it does :)
Let me know when you want to start on test 3 stuff.
Jason.
Isn't that pure sweetness?
I think so :) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| What could be a better sensation than your eyes bleeding?
Yes, OK...I'm disturbed. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Dido - Hunter | | Time: | 04:22 pm | | Current Mood: | calm |
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| What I like about Michael M:
He is imaginative, sensitive, empathetic, gentle, caring, idealistic, childlike, worldly, sophisticated, interested in me, a good listener as well as a talker, positive, romantic, giving, athletic, musical, intelligent, well-read, intellectual, funny, easy going, stable, tall, open, masculine, gentlemanly.
I think I may have found my partner in crime. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | annoying people talking | | Time: | 05:45 pm | | Current Mood: | brain ache |
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| Why studying sucks:
It sucks out all my life energy and causes me to space out even further so that I am like a zombie.
It puts me in an irritable, misanthropic mood.
It hurts my brain. (I'm seeing spots).
Why studying is good:
At the end of the day, though I'm exhausted, at least I don't feel 'unproductive'
It's better than a job (esp. the physical labour type).
I feel happy for a moment when I get my test results.
This better pay off some day. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results | Sociability | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Gregariousness | ||||||||| | 30% | | Assertiveness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Activity Level | |||||||||||| | 34% | | Excitement-Seeking | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Enthusiasm | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Extroversion | ||||||||||||||| | 46% | | Trust | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Morality | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Altruism | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Cooperation | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Modesty | ||||||||| | 26% | | Sympathy | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Friendliness | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Competence | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Neatness | ||||||||||||||| | 46% | | Dutifulness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Achievement | ||||||||||||||| | 50% | | Self-Discipline | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Cautiousness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||||||||| | 55% | | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Volatility | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Depression | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Self-Consciousness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Impulsiveness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Vulnerability | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Emotional Stability | ||||||||| | 26% | | Imagination | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Artistic Interests | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Emotionality | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Intellect | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Liberalism | ||||||||| | 22% | | Openmindedness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 72% | | Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Eeeeeevil Music | | Subject: | Heh Heh Heh | | Time: | 10:20 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/mischievous.gif) mischievous |
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| Plotting something quite good, yet at the same time quite evil...wait, the right word isn't evil, it's eeeeeeeeevil >:) Can't wait for VD Day!
K, back to work...two tests this week! OH PLEASE SAVE ME MY IMAGINARY PRINCE CHARMING!*sarcasm* | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 01:38 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/aggravated.gif) vengeful |
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| | Some girl wrote in the bathroom stall "is anybody else scared to graduate? I am so scared" and this bitch wrote back "you're gay. no one cares." so i wrote to her "you're a bitch, and I CARE." Like, what the fuck, this poor girl who would resort that low to express her fear in a bathroom stall is obviously in desperate need of some mutual understanding, and what does this cruel piece of shit of a person write? 'No one gives a shit you sad sad person'. I hope that mean bitch's life is full of suffering. I'm pro-capital punishment all the way, but not just for convicted murderers and rapists; All mean people in this world should be shot! (and that isn't mean...it's just. can you imagine how nice this world would be if everyone was actually nice! it would be heaven on earth..not to mention the solution to world peace). I sound like a fascist, don't I. I don't want an Aryan species of man! I just want the mean people uprooted, before they multiply, like weeds do. | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Manu Chao - Mr. Bobby | | Time: | 03:45 am | | Current Mood: | NOT TIRED, NOT DRUNK EITHER. |
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| FUCKADEE DOO...it's 3:45 AM, I can't sleep and of course, it's the one sunday morning where I actually have something to do - promised Tova I would cover for her, some Snow-tubing event for kids in freaking Barry. I can't figure out why I can't sleep..maybe that's the problem. Or maybe it's this music...what is it, Reggae, Hip-Hop....World-Beat??? Oh, I really hope its not that! Or maybe too much exercise. I walked at least 2.5 hours in this damn Canada Winter Country. I just LOoooooooove long walks, don't you? I have to be up in 3 hours...can you believe this BS?! WoW, I can't stop swearing.
Dave, I got your email. Congrats! That's incredible News!! Will mail you back soon.
HHHHHHHHHHELP ME, I'VE BEEN TRYING TO SLEEP SINCE 12 :``( i'm trapped in a sleepless eternity...can you imagine life without sleep? But then at least you don't have scary dreams...lately I've had the weirdest dreams...either they're about my exes or unrequited love, then there's my grandfather coming back to life (in the dream, he actually never died at all..people just thought he did), and then there was one where my grandmother died and then there was one about me saying something about the cops and them hearing it and coming after me. I think I need to be sedated...someone lend me drugs! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Well, it finally happened. Today, I received the birthday present of my dreams. It's a Godin (made in Quebec) electric guitar...a fluid royal blue. I also got a Roland CUBE-30 amp with quite a few effects. I'm in love...
http://www.godinguitars.com/godinlgsigp.htm
I just checked the website, and it just so happens that FRANK BLACK uses a Godin! Now I know it's fate. Notable others include Billy Corgan, Leonard Cohen and David Crosby. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| Yesterday was the first time, in a long while, that I enjoyed my birthday.
I invited some good acquaintences to go to this cozy little bar/pub called The Snooty Fox. They gave us the best seats ever, right by the fireplace. It started with just Larry, Aha and I. Time went by, then Rob, and Sherry walk in. The waiter brought me a free apple martini, a bday drink. That was so nice of him! Soon, Randy and Heather showed. Randy sat across from Aha, and thank God. That girl talks sooo fast, she needed someone patient like Randy to talk to...or actually talk AT. And they seemed to be getting along. Soon, Noah showed up, bought me a chocolate martini....Damn what's going on! I told myself I'd only drink 2. With some hesitation, 3 drinks have gone by. Randy tried to feed me, and I told him that I'm not THAT drunk, to try again after a few more drinks. Then shows Salah...oh dear. I was spreading my attention around pretty evenly, until he showed...God damn. I hate him. He's like TEMPTATION INCARNATE. And pretty much the next 2 hours were spent entirely on him, with some occasion side glances and weak efforts to talk to other people to show that I'm not solely interested in him. But he very easily got my attention again by calling my name every time i turned away. He has some crazy power over me. It could be his looks and his charm. Sherry definitely noticed :)) But huge ego boost, this Stud (and i hate that word, but there is no other way to describe him) is interested in *moi*. I think he's one of the first guys that when I compliment, doesn't let it get to his head. He like smiles and puts his head down. Did I mention he has a girlfriend and did I also mention that he's SYRIAN! Two tequila shots later thanks to Sal, I am quite happy. But still fully aware of the situation..Tho there is obviously this crazy chemistry between us, it never goes anywhere. Because a) I avoid him and b) I avoid him! Tho I did ask him a few times if he'd convert to judaism :) (He didn't say no)Yup, uptight me. Then Mike showed up. I knew he'd come. This was the best bday EVER! I woke up this morning, hangover free...Amazing, 7 drinks, no nasea, no headaches, nothing! The only thing is the food I just ate smelt and tasted like total crap. Does alcohol fine-tune your sense of smell? If so, we're eating _ _ _. I'll never forget this day and the nine people who went out of their way, in this stormy weather to make it special.
I'll leave you with a touching little poem that Randy wrote in my Bday Card:
"And may your cause burn ever bright
In the dying dark of night
When we are but fleeting memories
That your warmest glow unite" | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| K, WHAT THE FUCK! Never again am I swearing off men, when shit like this happens.
Yes, it's true...I was stuck at 'the Barn' with wayyy too many groceries so I flagged down a taxi. He got out of the cab and helped me put the groceries in. Immediately I notice this man in his mid 30s...his hair was grayish and shaved but he had a young looking face. He was wearing a plaid shirt (but a cool one) and baggyish light coloured jeans. He was a hippy and kept saying "right on"...Keanu Reeves style :) Very unconventional for a Taxi driver!! It turns out he's only been doing this for 3 months. He is a professional musician, a drummer with 18 years experience. At one point, he was teaching 30 students at a time, but he quit when he was offered a job playing on a 7 month cruise! He told me that he does all types of musical tasks...whatever makes money. He can play piano, but not well. He sings, mainly when he's driving the cab alone :) ahaha. ANyway, I asked him if he knows a guitar teacher for me. He gave me his number and told me to call him and he'd give me several numbers. Believe me, it wasn't THAT kind of "call me." When I got to my rez, he told me that he hadn't turned the meter on, so 5 bucks will do. He was so kind. After he picked me up, he asked me if I was waiting for another cab, cause he wouldn't want to steal their work. And after all this, I can't find his freaking number. How freaking odd is this. It's odd enough that I'd even consider calling this guy, and not for lessons, but then to lose the card? I guess it's fate. :(
This isn't the right time for me...but where the hell is his number! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Israel is fun, sort of. I'm looking forward to my mom coming in tomorrow and seeing my grandfather. Being alone w/my sister and dad is not much fun...they are teh most antisocial people ever and I want to TALK. Someone has been trying to break into my hotmail account for over a week now...I haven't been able to check my email in a week..so, yeah, I'M PISSED. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 12:14 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/exhausted.gif) tired |
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| | So...very tired. About to collapse. Shopping even for a short period of time mentally exhuasts me...it just sucks out all my energy. Don't even have enough energy to stay awake to finish Sex & the City...Good night! and Happy Hanukah :) | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 11:59 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/roshi/palefaces/happy.gif) happy |
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| | The Zionists@McMaster Executive Dinner went great! We took over Jerusalem ( the restaurant :) We're going to dress up for Purim...I'm gonna get a pregnant suit and be my favourite PM, Ariel Sharon. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| I got an 85% on my Cognition exam! The average was 69%! Which means I have an A in that damn course. That was the most boring course ever...I barely even went to class, but I studied hard for this stupid exam. This encourages me to study hard for the next 2.
Today I have to give a 2 minute speech thanking Stockwell Day...I freaking hate public speaking! Anyone want to take my place?
Mindless Self Indulgence were funny live, but the music didn't sound as good. Their music is very detailed and layered, so I guess that's why it sounds better studio-polished. Those kids were sort of scary...my sis and I felt a bit out of place, but we still had fun. We were very disappointed that they didn't play "Faggot" though, but we came 5 minutes late, so maybe we missed it.
Bad Santa was original, super cynical and extremely funny. You should definitely see it. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Sleep 11 hours. Wake up, have bacon and eggs. Study a little...procrastinate....study a bit more....procrastinate more. Check your email every 5 minutes. Go to the gym and work out like a mad woman, go for a walk to cool down while listening to Depeche Mode, grab your favourite food (Pita Pit) and walk home with the cool wind transforming you into a human popsicle (still listening to Depeche Mode). Grab a Cappucino. Watch the Fresh Prince and laugh and laugh...Have a nice hot shower to be sparkling clean for the exam. I think I feel ready to write this one now. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
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